leave their marks.
So difficult to pull out alone at night. I've forgotten when - the last time.
It's as if I'm totally dependent again as I once was in childhood.
To fly out would give me a semblance of self - to think clearly perhaps?
I'm afraid I won't know of that which they are speaking. If I too must speak
I will know nothing at all!
The whole symposium a farce. The subject was hardly touched on.